Unity..or how to fade out on your own.

Today I heard a song..random song, a bit cheesy..a lot touching. Almost made me cry. I tried to, felt like i needed but. I just couldn't.
I'm like a so very full container. Filled with feelings and ready to explode..for good.
You'd better..back off.
Maybe i. I have no idea.
I can't bleed on a piece of paper anymore. Maybe if I cut it all open. Everything i'm keeping just for myself. All the feelings.
Am i trying to say something to anyone? Am I trying to send a message? I think i am.
But it's all caught in my head and I can't. I just can't. Get it out.
Am I asking for help? No, but. I don't think I would absolutely decline a hug.