The perfect emptiness

do you ever have this feeling like you stare blankly and feel completely empty ? its weird to describe like im listening to music and im typing to you now but i feel like im running on automatic pilot like im out of myself gone somewhere else and im empty like if you cut me open right now.. its empty. can you imagine how weird that would look? a body with dried up blood and empty on the inside looking like a building after it has been robbed of all possessions my soul is wondering in another dimension yet my brain is a time bomb still going on 'knock knock' 'who's there?' 'i don't know..i'm not home..i moved out of my body..now the place is vacant' if i smile now..will i feel better? im wondering what my soul is seeing. is it heaven? is it a nice view? i just smiled.. 'And I'm a lucky man, With fire in my hands' So this is how nothing feels like.