Music Shuffle Challenge!

Just received this from my sweet Fiona(my cousin) and i want to share it..so if you do this pls send me a comment with the link im curious of your results..here it goes(oh and just as a side note left is the name of the song and right the artist ^^):

What is your name? Or what should your name be?
Spellbound - Paul van dyk

How is your life going?
Just Like Heaven - The watson twins(yeah..lately u can say that)

What is your nickname?
Lovehatetragedy - Papa Roach

What is your theme song?
Paranoia - Dope

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Saint in sorrow - Carmen Gray

How is your life going to turn out?
Nothing to do with love - Halestorm

Will you get married?
Shadow of your love - The 69 eyes( i gueesss not? )

Will you have kids?
Bang your head - Dope stars inc( Against the wall :)) )

What will your job be?
Buck Dich - Rammstein (that means something like 'bend over'..that's so sleazy haha)

Did you/will you finish school?
Into The Clear - Andrew W.K.

Who is your best friend?
Elvenpath - Nightwish (so..elves? awesome)

Who is or will be your significant other?
Morgenstern - Rammstein( morning star..aww)

Who do you like?
Croatian rhapsody - Maksim Mrvica( yeah i love rhapsodies..but it's not a who)

How will you die?
Disposable Teens - Marilyn Manson( yey im disposable haha)

How do you feel right now?
Away - Nightwish (maybe)

What is your favorite song?
She doesnt know me - Bon Jovi (neah)

How could you describe your parents?
Warriors - Freedom Call( well..my dad at least yeah..hell of one)

Your best friend[s]?
Scream - Billy Idol(hell yea)

Your teachers?
You could be mine - Guns'n'roses( hell nooo :))) )

Your significant other [or crush…]?
I melt with you - Mest( aww)

Yourself?
Have you ever needed someone so bad - Def leppard (good one)

What is your best feature?
I stand alone - Godsmack( yeah..why not?)

What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?
Deep red - Apoptygma Berzerk

How could you describe this survey?
Throw me away - Korn ( haha)

What makes you angry?
C'mon C'mon - Def leppard

What makes you sad?
Through the gates - Celldweller

What makes you happy?
Superstar IQ - Private Line( well i like smart ppl haha)

What makes you dance?
Never been in love - Daniel Lioneye (yeaaa)

What is your favorite color?
No one's gonna do it for you - Vains of Jenna

How would you describe yourself?
No roots on the ground - Reflexion

Who is your worst enemy?
Just another psycho - Motley Crue ( neaaah i know the psycho he's adorable)

Who do you hate?
Ursa Major - Polarkreis 18 ( neah..i love stars)

Who do you love?
Honey and sulphur - Cradle of filth ( i love honey)

Who do you lust after?
Welcome to the machine - Motley Crue



Finish the Sentence

I wish I were
City Lights - Blutengel

I want to
Vermilion - Slipknot

I want to kill
Soul Sacrifice - Entwine

I want to eat
Everything ends - Sinamore( yeah..even food )

My head
Sleep in sanity - Anathema(haha)

I am
When you don't see me - Sisters of mercy

My best feature is
Sentinel - Vnv Nation

My eyes are
The SINdicate - Private Line ( haha)

My hair is
Grey - Flowing Tears( not yeeet :))) )

My face is
Heaven - Gotthard (aww)

You should
Zoe is a weirdo - Backyard babies



Random

Words of advice
Tomorrow - Crashdiet

How do others see me?
Star by star - The Kovenant

...So this was long enough..but fun to do when you're bored

And when it rains..

And it rains and my heart is filled with a beautiful perfumed cinnamon smell from my incense sticks, and some old balad's riffs finds its way in my head with melancholic thoughts..
I cling to my window to feel closer to the rain drops, closer to my memory of that kiss..their wet touch makes me feel happy and their fresh scent makes me smile
I love rain , i love melancholic ballads, and i know you loved it too..I feel caught in my memories and i would never leave that place..it is like wonderland, my crazy wild rebel wonderland..
the sun is rising
over lost horizons
i pick a star and give to you..
This is my ballad..This is my song today, tonight..until the rain stops..

Alive..

I've decided to reinvent..everything..my old self screamed of anger , pain , and a huge baggage that i couldn't carry anymore..
So i wiped it all out..like you clean a crime scene. I deleted it and i'm building a new house for my thoughts based on better feelings..It all began with changing my id, i will soon change my nickname, my hair colour..you can stop from calling me Vampy Nightmare..she's dead and soon to be buried..Rest In Sleaze!
I'm tired of heartaches and i'm tired of regrets..and this post goes to everyone out there who feels the same..i'm sure you heard it all so many times, but every time it gives me hope: Life is too short for regrets..
Life is too short anyway..so we lead it in stress,tears,regrets,pain,agony,angry people around us, angry music to fit our angry personalities..I dont want it anymore.
To my best friends for hanging around when i was a bitch, at my worst, through it all:I always wanted you guys to know i love you..with every beat of my heart, you are my whole and without you i would be a mess
To my old lovers, one of you used to tell me i dwell in the past..you were right and if you read this thank you! for the rest of you i only wish the best in the world no matter what choices you make, we stay friends.
I don't want to look in the past anymore..i'll never forget my mistakes, but someone recently taught me how to accept myself the way i am and look at the bright side of things a bit more
I know bad times and good times altogether make what we call life..and i'm no hypocrite i know i will probably have bad posts too when i feel bad and i want to write it down for me..but i'm trying just to understand myself better..and i will start from 0 seeing how my last attempt failed..i'm trying from another angle.

Generation Wild..

Children of the night
Soldiers of our time
Screaming out loud
One generation
Riot in the streets
Fighting in debris
Raise your fist high
The generation wild

And so it began..our riot..against time..against our past..we are going to fight for our future..we are going to fight for ourselves..our hearts beat as we rise for the first time..our time has come and we are not afraid..we take a deep breath and we know we were born to do this..it is our destiny and our biggest desire..
We will scream, we will kick and punch and we will feel alive for the very first time..we will crush , we will burn and we will rise..We will celebrate our rebirth and head together towards the unknown..
Times will be good and times will be bad..we will stay together through it all and we will scream together..cry , laugh , fight ..together..
Our hearts pound with excitement and blood rushes fiercely through our veins..the music pierces our ears and we sing for the first but not the last time together..Our anthem, our lifes, our minds..we sing it all..we make our music..we make our destiny..

we`re the kids of the underground
there`s a riot in everyone
we`re the kids of the underground
and we`re loud as we tear`em down
we`re the kids of the underground
there's a feelin you cant deny
there`s a feelin you cant deny..
coz` there's a riot in everyone..

World behind my wall..

Iar plangea..era nervoasa, era suparata..era trista..sau mai bine zis era resemnata.
'Fericirea nu e facuta sa dureze mult..fericirea n-ar trebui sa existe! E ca si cum ai da o bucatica mica de carne unui leu flamand de zile intregi.E ca si cum dai unui nimfoman doar preludiul...ca si cum dupa ce obtii ceva pentru care ai luptat afli ca de fapt acel ceva nu iti apartine..e ca si cum ai vrea sa te sinucizi din supradoza si iei doar atat de multe pastile incat sa te doara incredibil de rau..dar nu mori.E ca si cum..doar ca si cum..ca si cum esti insetat in desert si tot ce gasesti e o fantana secata. E ca si cum obtii speranta ca mai apoi sa-ti fie luata.'
'Si de ce ? Si pentru ce? Cine e atat de masochist incat sa accepte un asemenea targ?' se intreba ea..dar raspunsul ii sosi imediat: 'noi toti..noi toti vrem..noi toti ne umilim si acceptam un asemenea targ. cat de josnici suntem? cat putem sa suferim si sa rupem din noi? pana si cea mai mica farama de ratiune de care dispunem suntem dispusi sa o asezam pe jos la picioarele fericirii.Vai de noi!' rosti ea printre lacrimi unui prieten care o asculta.
'As vrea sa te ajut'..rosti prietenul intristat.
'Cu ce dracu' sa ma ajuti?' intreba ea tragand ultimul fum dintr-o tigara fumata mult prea repede.
'M-ai ascultat..si pentru asta iti multumesc. dar sunt obisnuita si in curand si tu o sa te obisnuiesti. asta sunt eu.'
'Dar nu-mi place sa imi vad prietenii tristi'
'Tu inocentule!' spuse ea zambind printre lacrimi si il imbratisa.'Iti multumesc ca ai fost aici si m-ai suportat! It means the world to me..'

Ich brech aus..

Ich brauche zeit..Ich brech aus..
I need to push my boundaries and my limits..
I tried the pain.I got as much as i could until i broke myself into pieces.
I never tried happiness and love, because all the things i needed were so far away and out of my reach.But today..I dont care anymore! I realised life is too short for remorse and guilt.
I stole kisses just to see how they feel..Now i want to steal happiness..To go like Prometheus and steal the fire that keeps everyone alive.I need that, for myself and my sanity.
And i won't care if there are consequences..Not today or tomorrow.Because i want it and i need it!
So today THAT will happen.I will laugh and feel it, I will love and feel it, I will kiss and feel it..Just because I CAN..And if you try to stop me you might get hurt^^!
I break away..from you..from us..And the most..from myself.

Lass und laufen

Isi aprinse o tigara noua..Vantul facea ca parul lui negru sa ii acopere fata..
'La dracu!' isi zise el iritat dupa ce din greseala cateva fire fura carbonizate..
Astepta ceva..nici el nu stia ce ,dar stia ca nu mai dureaza mult si in sfarsit va afla. Dupa nici 5 minute intelese, inca o data, ca simturile lui nu l-au dezamagit. Ea iesi din bar razand zgomotos alaturi de prietena ei cea mai buna. El o sorbi din priviri ca intotdeauna , de cand o vazuse prima oara.
'E prea buna pentru mine'..ofta in sinea lui.
Parul ei roscat zbura in vant lasand raze de lumina in spate. Zambetul si fata ei, desi vizibil ametite de vapori de alcool si tutun erau inca stralucitoare. Prietena ei o tinea de brat sa nu cada. In momentul cand trecu pe langa el, se uita ca si cum l-ar sti si ii zambi, dar el realiza ca acel semn era datorat starii in care se afla.
Ea nu-si mai amintea de el..dar el nu putea uita ziua in care s-au cunoscut:
'Era o seara de mai si el statea in parc cu castile infundate in urechi admirand asfintitul si ascultand un cantec care rezuma gandurile pe care le avea in acel moment. Muzica ii era un mare sprijin atat emotional cat si fizic.
'Fara sunete e tacere..iar tacerea e moarte', spunea el mereu.
Atat de afundat era in ganduri incat nu realiza cand altcineva se asezase langa el..Trecura minute bune pana sa simta parfumul si prezenta feminina.Cand intoarse capul , tresari.
-Asa oribil arat? intreba ea zambind.
-N..u, baigui el speriat..doar ca nu am simtit ca mai e cineva aici.
-Sper ca nu deranjez..doar m-am asezat aici pentru ca parcul e plin de cupluri si eu vroiam doar sa ma linistesc, locul asta parea cel mai accesibil..daca e vreo problema pot pleca.
El o privi inca o data pentru putin timp observand ca nu avusese de ce sa se sperie. Necunoscuta avea parul lung si rosu, suvitat in diverse culori, ochii mari si verzi conturati de machiaj si un zambet dulce si inocent..Dupa un scurt moment de visare, realiza ca ea astepta un raspuns.
-Nu..nu e nici o problema..nu pleca..
Ramasi in liniste ceva timp el incepuse sa se simta ciudat si ar fi vrut sa-si puna inapoi castile , dar stia ca nu ar fi politicos.Dupa alte cateva clipe auzi o voce din spate strigand:
-ELIZA!!!
Necunoscuta se ridica in picioare.
-Asta sunt eu..trebuie sa plec..Mi-a facut placere..
Asemenea vantului, alerga..
-Eliza..repeta el in minte.asta e numele tau.'